This book is the first no-holds barred autobiography of a soldier in the Pakistan Army. Brig. Khan points out the excessive administrative and legal powers of the senior officers and how they were misused. He provides the day-to-day goings on between the senior officials and the Army officers, the power play at work, the ego clashes among the officers during the 1965 war and the 1971 Rajasthan operation and reveals how the Pakistan Army is not made of pefect soldiers but like other armies, it is one that reflects the society and culture as it has developed since the creation of Pakistan.